I know that I must love and take care of myself first especially when you are single,,,, I got brokenhearted about 2 months ago, and even my supporting friend got a partner now. I cannot stop eating and got so much weight... I must pathetically admit that without any love or crush on someone I completely let myself go in overeating or taking care of myself. Lately I feel everyday is so dull, and only pleasure is just eating. This could be also due to that I am aiming to save up some money to go to another country for work experience, which has been always my dream. I do my hobbies like making my own body scrub oil, but still I feel very lonely. Since I used to be away in another country for 10 years, I have been drifted apart from them, and they do not socialize on the weekend in my country, but rather they seem quite happy staying at their house. How can I feel motivated to be beautiful and healthy again?